Introductions – rrayy

Why, what do we have here? A blog?

Now, the hard part: What to say? How to say it?

That’s what we have here: a tiny, digital portal to an otherwise patched up heart. And perhaps that’s the deal that we have here, am I correct? I will say how embarrassed, how bitter, how wary I am of this and that – a bald spot, another rejection, a character fault of mine – while welcoming your exhaustive examination of the process. Ouch, I say, but join me.

It’s okay, because I realize it. Do I redeem myself by this act? Or do I merely point more of a spotlight onto this persona that I’ve created or the digital insulation that allows it? Are we open to anyone, in the end, besides are keyboards?

Questions to be asked, answers to be waited for.

To blog: I’ll let you in. Poke around. Make yourself comfortable, while I dance this paradoxical display of shame and showmanship. I will claim embarrassment, misfortune and grief, while showcasing my scars.

I’ll show you mine; you show me yours.

p.s. this is a codename.

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~ by sometimelove on August 19, 2008.

One Response to “Introductions – rrayy”

  1. i want to poke around in you.

    -debutante.

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